Yay..to me..:) haha..i am one od the member of this bloggy-gie family..:D yay once again..:p :D
phewwwww..!! now i can share my feelings with u all..:D i always feel afraid to share my feelings...my opinions...there are some reasons behind it....WHEN I SHARE MY FEELINGS ..PEOPLE LATER HURT OR TEASE ME REGARDING THOSE SHARINGS.....! another reason is..WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE BADLY TO LISTEN..TO UNDERSTAND ME...I COULDN'T FIND ANYONE...
and..slowly that SHARING part in my heart died...
i satisfy my hard feelings with my smile..:):):):) and trust me i can laugh really bad..:p if i once start laughing ,it continues for AT LEAST 15 mins...trust me..:D hahahahahhaha...opps..:p
but the best part is,i can make the one beside me giggle wid my laughter..:D yay..:))
well, i never wanted to blame any1 for ths sad or hard fellings...theres no one to blame ..!! actually time is really a good player...and ths tym palyed wid me badly...guess wat...?? still playing..:p i couldnt be a good competatr..
but for ths smiley smile i got loaddddddzzzz of love from people..when i stay alone....i talk,play,smile,cry with those love....i was never alone..but somehow somewhere my feelings were alone..LONELY...
you know.when i was little i used to laugh with my dolls remembering the good times...and used to cry with the curtains realizing that the bad times are not over yet...i hate it..when my realization proves me right..!!!
Grown up..with the time...left the dolls behind..now i laugh with everyone....and cry with the pillow..i cry with me....!
i begged to GOD for happiness...for the good times...u cant imagine how badly i cried n begged...
i cried..n shouted...
no response...
i shouted even more loudly...
and then i realized...he is ACTUALLY listening to me..n thats why he wants me to becm more strngr..these tears are his blessings...:)
growing up...learnd to smile..to laugh without any reason..:) :D
life is gonna teach me more...i will cry..to take god's blessings...n will learn with DISSS BIGGGGG SMILE..I SWEAR..!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D
I LOVE YOU...WHOEVER U R..:D
